[ ~ Diary Of The Living Dead ~ ]

Changes

2005-06-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

Woah, there's definitely been a whole lot of changes since the last time i blogged. Been rather lazy to be honest, thats why well, my blog and yongxun's one is rusting. Lol. Hmm, my family is falling apart. Not that it isnt before, its reality now. Oh heck with everything. Its my june vacation now. Never been happier. Not exactly though, heh. Its nothing much. Bored. Holiday homework as usual. Watch tv, go online and sleep. Going to school keeps you occupied though. Envy sean, yongxun, ct and yida. The rest of the nekrotik team are all off to poly. Poly life is damn cool from news gathered by the boys. Am jealous ><.. I cant wait till its my turn.

It turns out, yongxun has a cute nickname -> MR. MAO MAO CONG.. Hehe.. Cause, well, he says he has loads of hair so erm.. So, yup. Anyway, credits to simon kor for a new golden retriever puppy. For me =) Yes me. A 3 month old puppy named Skye. It was the one name i've always wanted to name my future son. Thats if I have a son larh. Lol.. He's cute no doubt. I'm back to blogging reality it seems. Grandma is staying with us. Yup. Going out with Wina. I cant wait this saturdae =).. our mr & mrs smith movie date. Then on the 24th, is initial d date =p. Last day of school was Laura's birthday. And so, we met up as usual in the morning, went to school together, and went home together. Then we had to wait for 20 freaking minutes for a cab outside school. So the cab dropped me off first then drop laura off at her place. Showered then quickly left home as I was meeting her outside her house.

Meet dora and wina for the first time. Really cool people =) Must say Laura and Wina are among my closest and best buds now. =) Hope laura's having a fun time in batam now. Missed you loads my dear!! Cant wait till u get back. Bored to hell here. Apparently faiz and aini broke up. Aww, poor thing. *hugs* I'll be here when you need me. So, from what I know. It seems faiz and leila conned aini. Fuck that. Damn. >< .. What is the world becoming into? Goodness.

Happenings

2005-05-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm, these past few days were pretty hard for me. Some bad and nasty stuffies happened. Mom was hospitalized. Shall say no more. Sean and I had a great time dissing people and things around us. And also, a fun time hanging out at the pond chatting. Till, hahas, he almost got his ass ripped off by a catfish. =x I'm totally serious!!! So okies, its freaky coz there were all weird sorts of fishes in the pond. Realli huge ones. And a few turtles stuck on a rock hehe. So yeah here was how it happened. Sean was sitting by the edge of the pond with his butt facing the water. I stood facing him and the pond. So this catfish, suddenly came closer and closer towards us and towards the surface of the pond. I thought nothing was gonna happened, till it opened its HUGE mouth. Somewhat indicated that it was gonna bite. So I screamed and grabbed sean's arm, pulled him back. And we both stood there staring at the catfish as it closed its mouth and went back underwater. Freakish needless to say. ><"" ( it still stared an followed us as we walk around the pond )

To be honest, it looked pretty much like a catfish with the whiskers and all. But it was long and huge. So yeah, missed a few days of school. Oh dear. Sean and I are meeting up for star wars episode 3. Its gonna be cool. But $9.50?? Hmm.. Mom and gram's are coming along. So most likely mom's paying hehehe.. Ooh.. Hahas. Damn, i miss him loads.. Have not seen him since last thursday after math exam.. *sobs *sobs Oh well..

I dont

2005-05-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

I noticed that I dont blog as much as I do in the past. Perhaps I just lost the passion of typing things down. ><"" Had POA and chinese exam. Hehe.. Oh well.. I cant wait till I turn sweet sixteen and ripe old 18.. Then, its clubbing every night.. I love dancing hahas. =) I want a new doggie =) a shih tzu is cute.. Golden's are best i'm sure. Met up with Laura this morning and we went to school together.

Dicky and Wills sat in front of us in the bus. ><"" Remember what stanley said mandy.. Hahas.. And i told jeff =x.. oh well.. i'm so hungry... need to find something to eat.. and the maid is off to grams..

Mother's Day

2005-05-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today was really fun =).. Well, I was online since saturday night, all the way till the wee hours of sunday morning. I know. Was real tired after that. Talked to shi ya for a while and she invited me to her birthday party this saturday. Not too sure if I am free though. Sorrie. ><""

Godma and simon kor came over late this afternoon and visited us. =) They bought a cake too. Hehe. Tomorrow morning's breakfast hehe. We had dinner outside together at siglap there. Then dad drove us home so I could collect the Alexander vcd. Damn, the dvd was all gone. So yeah then dad went out, so simon kor drove us out. We had haagen daz =) plenty of ice-cream yummy.. Took loads of photos and made loads of noise as well. Oops. Hehe.
I've already uploaded the pictures on to friendster and on my com. Had alot of fun.

Happy Birthday to Alif!! And Happy Mother's Day to all. Next sunday is Godma's birthday. Yup, so we're invited to dinner and I must get her a gift. Kor was so bad. He smacked my head earlier on coz I didnt buy godma a card ><.. sorrie.. oh well. Bin.. thankies for sending me the files today =).. and sorrie i came back home so late otherwise i could have teach you the POA double-entry thing that you're still unsure about. Good luck for the exam tomorrow okies?

Exams

2005-05-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

Stab me!! I'm having my chem and geography paper tomorrow.. Major nightmare.. Honestly, i think i know i will..Do extremely bad for my mid-yrs.. Damn, I havent really been studying much at all.. ><"" eekk.. its racing through my mind.. something's up i say.. had math lesson after sch.. do went to food court with wenjie..clements..alex..and the rest.. its cool when your sch is just opposite an air-con food court on one side, a hawker centre on the other. And a mac nearby =) oh well..

Happy Birthday Sean!! Have fun turning 17 =) Must go study now..

Vacation

2005-05-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yup, I'm home at long last. Am dead tired needless to say. Though, I had a great time I must say. Went only to Malaysia unfortunately. *sobs* I will not be going to school tomorrow as I'm far too tired and I have loads of work to finish. I'm not joking. I am seriously TIRED. Weirdly, Presely Teo Guo Quan, found his way to my blog. And even, managed to tag there. Hello Presley anyway.

So yeah we went to quite alot of places. Was really fun. And, I made a "new brother" hahas. Mr yong ge. Hahas aka nerdest guy around. I cant believe the guys kept on making fun of him. But hey, the jokes were stupid and hilarious nonetheless. Ate loads of junk food. ><"" Forgot to bring my cream. Damn! Bought a new pair of shoes from Vincci. A new LV card holder. A t-shirt for bin's birthday. Some necklace for Sean. Their birthdays are all so soon. Cant wait till 5 may. Sean's and William's birthday. And the grand opening of Initial D, House Of Wax and Kingdom of Heaven!!!!

I wanted to watch them on friday after my exams. But I forgot! 6 may, I have to see my braces doctor. And no, its not Dr Lena anymore. She went back to Sweden so they gave me some local doctor on level 6. I hate the change ><.. But I have no choice now do I? And Alex, I am so sorry. I promise to return the cam on wed! I have so much to do now. Oh god. I miss someone loads too. Hahas.

No major topic

2005-04-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty upset, depressed, curious, anxious, nervous, angry and lost. I'm a mess seriously. I saw someone this morning. Gawd, it was like magical. I never expected it, I went to the interchange to catch 87 cause I had to do prefect duty and never did I imagine, he was just right in front of me. Anyway, its a silly crush. Geez, how could i fall for him? Its infatuation i know it.

Somehow.. I missed him.. The someone I knew since secondary 1.. The one guy whom I rejected back then.. that I now miss.. though, we're always bickering about and all.. we did have great times spent together.. thats of course without the whole group of us. Oh well.. Its just at times, I feel some kinda connection with him.. Otherwise, I hate him and his attitude.. And there's this other one. My really really good friend.. Its been great since we met. I could talk to him.. He is super humorous honestly.

Oh god.. I seriously am lost. Stuck. *bangs head* Had recess with Zul and Aini.. she's so nice.. she treated me lunch today =) *hugs* Brought home all my books today. Will be having my paper 1 tomorrow.. So nervous hahas. I cant wait till this weekend =p

Its been eons

2005-04-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

Wow. Its definitely been a long time since i last updated. Things have been a little stressful for me these days. My hate list has recently been updated and of course, it includes, the one backstabber that backstabbed me.. The fucked up ex-boyfriend.. ( he's such a fake ).. Gawd.. I just cannot believe how come there are so many idiots around this world. There should be a world wide eradication of them. I'm not dissing anyone mind you.

Yup, I'm gonna be away for this weekend =). Finally, a chance for me to breathe and relax. Been having some family issues. Dont wish to talk about it here though. Its pretty much private. I have a crush on someone. At least, er I think thats a crush. Sounds pretty silly huh? But its just odd somehow. I cant review his name though. I love the drama serial "Dolphin Bay" or best know as "Hai tun wan lian ren " thats in chinese hanyu pinyin. Gawd.. He is just so hot I say.. A real gentleman.. Awww.. but then again, its more like a girl's fantasy of a perfect love life isnt it?

Today was the student council investiture.. Yup.. I made it.. I'm in.. =) Gosh.. I'm so tired lately..

Detest

2005-04-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

I had to run 2.4km today. And I suppose in the entire secondary 3 level, only our class had to run. I was talking about the girls. All my other friends didnt have to. So why must we? Damn. I hate today so much. Have got loads and loads of never-ending amount of homework. Haiz. I will be dying really soon.

Tv love drama serials

2005-04-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

I noticed that mom and I have the same interests and obsessions. Well, not all of course, but pretty much of it =).. I love drama serials that contain loads of love and plenty of crying. Shows like Autumn in my heart, Lavender, Dolphin bay. Posted one of the song lyrics earlier on. Too bad for those whose com cant read chinese characters. So sorrie =x..

Finally added Wenjie to my msn. So sorrie I took so long. Had a quarrel with Presley yesterday night. Dont want to talk to him. He's just another childish kid and I mean it this time round. I am extremely angry. Omg.. *sobs.. My maid just told me that Seb died this morning. Wtf!! Haiz.. poor sebastian.. I'm going to give my pet yabbie a proper burial.

I hate ambrose hsu i think. I mean, I hated him in the show Lavender. But he is quite adorable in Dolphin Bay. Its the show we stood there watching at Tampines Sean.. Hahas. However, finding him adorable does not meant I liked him okies. =p

遺失的美好

2005-04-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

遺失的美好(片尾曲)by Zhang Shao Han

海的思念綿延不絕　終於和天　在地平線交會愛如果走得夠遠　應該也會跟幸福相見
承諾常常很像蝴蝶　美麗的飛　盤旋然後不見但我相信你給我的誓言　就像一定會來的春天
我始終帶著你愛的微笑　一路上尋找我遺失的美好不小心當淚滑落嘴角　就用你握過的手抹掉
再多的風景也從不停靠　只一心尋找我遺失的美好有的人說不清哪裡好　但就是誰都替代不了
在最開始的那一秒　有些事早已經注定要到老雖然命運愛開玩笑　真心會和真心遇到

Nothing Special

2005-04-19T16:28:00.000+08:00

Just yet another normal school day for a normal teenager. Is it just me or is it everyone else around getting onto my nerves? And no i'm sure its none of my mood swings and neither am I pmsing at all. I seem to feel that people around me have changed. Or is it just me that has grown up and become more matured as the days pass me by? Its just odd because we used to be such good friends and its like, we dont really have much to talk about.

This isnt about anyone in particular. So dont come running to me telling me if I'm writing shit about you. Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not. Many issues are running through my mind currently as I'm typing this. Life's indeed too short to waste. I'm feeling really moody and down. Its some family shit and my life at school. I really dont know how to put it.

Weirdly, I dont enjoy socialising with anyone lately. In fact, I kinda like being by myself or my close friends. Made a really good friend over the past weeks. Her name's Laura. =) Really had loads of fun hanging out with her. We share a whole load of interests. Its extremely fun talking to her. Met her friend, have no idea what's her name though. But I feel really sorry for her. People are mean to Laura's friend. And heard she's real good in japanese anime. That rawks. Hehe.

I'm gonna retake my nafa test oh yes i am. Feeling tired and sleepy. Missed desperate housewives yesterday as I went to bed early. Oh!

Fantastic Weekend

2005-04-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

=) I had a very fun weekend. No doubt, no studying was involved at all =x. Sean came over to stay. We had loads of fun hanging out, talking crap, dissing people, watching horror flicks. Hehe. Am sure he enjoyed it as well. We're apparently gonna go trekking with our Uncle Chris on Saturday. Am tired. Tomorrow's a busy day for me nonetheless. Have to take my chinese test, english test, POA test. And I have my PFT, 5 stations. Haiz. Thinking about it makes me sick already.

Am meeting Laura as usual tomorrow morning I think. I just hate it whenever Amber keeps me in the dark. So stop all this secrecy okies? He's like making me so anxious to find out. And he's writing me odd testimonials over friendster hahas. I'm extremely glad we both are talking right now. Really missed those days in sec 2 when we talked and hanged out. Have to wake up real early again. ><""

By the way, Happy Birthday Auntie Aida!! Happy turing 32 okies? *hugs* Wess still owes me something. And I plan to get it soon enough. Damn it man.. Where is it Wess?? I'm not being demanding dude.. I'm being practical. I feel fat all of a sudden. Its just that, it seems to me after I put on braces, i enjoy eating alot. Much more than I usually do in fact. That's not a good sign you know. Watched like the whole series of exorcist thingy. And Samara is so boring. Damn hahas. Some clumsy girl poured popcorn over Sean in the theatre.. Hahas..

sick i suppose

2005-04-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

mm..i've had 3 nose bleeds today. Yes.. All in a day.. I think i might be sick or something.. Have this weird body that has a nose which bleeds too frequently. Its like a water tap, and the blood just flows out non-stop... Been lacking sleep lately.. Feeling really weak all over.. I just might be thinking a little too much. Dont feel like going to school tomorrow somehow.

Met up with Laura this morning as usual. Woke up a little later then usual. Thankfully i could get my butt outta the house and not be late =).. she's really a great friend..Have so many tests that I could go insane. Brought home my chinese workbook to do. Along with Liang Bin's =x.. Its fair I suppose.. He brought home my POA book keeping book the other day. And yes, my msn quote is half chinese and half eng. Dont ask me why its that okies.

Bu yao mah wo okies? Wo yi zin kao shu ni le..Hehe..Somehow lately i just feel like typing stuffies in chinese characters. Am deeply in love with the song "tonghua" by Guang Liang. No idea why isnt it playing ><".. I kinda think my friend's brother is hot.. shit whats wrong with me?.. she's so gonna flip out if i ever tell her..maybe i should..isha burned a cd for me filled with indian songs.. i really like the dance..culture and all..too much obsession with bride and prejudice you might say hahas.

i serious need a break..

International Friendship Day

2005-04-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. I'm very tired.. And I mean really very tired. Have not been having any good night sleep lately. My eye-bags are terrible..Today was international friendship day. And Aini gave me a really sweet and cute friendship letter. Wrote one back as well. =) Went to school with Laura. Surprisingly, we both met on 31 this morning. Instead of our usual meeting place at the tao nan bus-stop.

So yeah.. My sore throat is still as bad as ever.. Laura really has a sweet tooth.. Hahas.. Always bringing me candies.. My class along with 3d and 3b..we all went to the NEwater plant near the expo.. The tour was kinda okie. Though I was rather bored. Damn, I hated someone there. Why must we go with 3b? We could have gone with 3a then i could chat with Laura. I dressed up as some indian girl together with Leena. I really loved that sticker thingy you paste on your forehead. No its not the black dot.. Its blue and has crystals on it. Very fashionable.

Mrs Mohan rocks today hahas. She brought some tibits, common indian snacks for us. I definitely learnt alot through this. Grandma came up to stay with us for some time. Cool. I have loads of homework. Plenty and plenty of math. POA.. and english.. Left my POA textbook in school.. Damn.. No need to do homework already. Die. I really like the Robi guy.. He's so hot really. Looks pretty much like Mike Shinoda.. The linkin park person. The crew went to Chinese High for the Drama SYF competition.. They better do well..

I better go do my work... Or i'll be in loads of trouble.. ><"" Why isnt my tonghua mp3 playing..

Disappointment

2005-04-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Feeling a lil down at the moment. Needless to say, if you look at the time, you can tell that I've just gotten home from school. Didnt really have a good night's sleep. First day at school for me after my four days of absence. Had no idea what the hell was happening during physics until well, the end of the lesson. Its getting from bad to worst. Bores me to death I swear.

Tomorrow's the drama SYF if i'm not mistaken. Wish I was still in it.. Shouldnt have dropped out.. Hehe.. Get to miss school for a day then. Lazy me. Haiz. I'm going for this NeWater plant thingy after school from 2-4pm. Poor Presley.. He has practice till like 8 plus tonight..Oh Grace as well..Zul..Faiz..Have plenty of homework to finish up. Am tired. Finally found the "tonghua" lyrics in both hanyu pinyin and chinese words. =) Couldnt be happier. And english lesson, which was 3 periods turned out best today. I didnt have to do anything at all. Because I did really well for my common test and so, Mrs Mohan was like, you could do something else my dear..then it went on to.. i want u to start on like writing opinions and comments whenever you read an article..

And so.. I said okie.. I am really both sad and angry with two persons. One.. Is my so called good friend.. The other my ex boyfriend. I think its history dude. You and I, we're through. You came into my life, create a mess, then walk the hell outta of it like you did nothing. Damn. I suppose I only told Aloysius the whole story? Mmm.. I am so gonna severe ties with ya. I've had it with your lies and bullshit. Gawd.. I think I am going to have a serious nervous breakdown.

New blog song by the way. Finally after a long wait, guang liang's tonghua is up =)

Over Lyrics

2005-04-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

I watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
Over, Over, Over
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right we're not in it together
tell me that it's overtell me that it's overover

Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over

Yay

2005-04-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

=) Just realized that I could access to blogger again. Couldnt be happier.. Need time to fix the skin and all. Cheers everyone! So yup. Just wanting to edit this particular blog entry of mine and add some new things. Let's see.. Been sick since wednesday.. On two days mc from school. Sounds fun eh? Wait till monday when i return.. Loads of work to complete. I'm pretty satisfied with my current blog skin at the moment. Will change it soon enough heh. So, this is it i reckon.. I'm back into blogging reality.